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Name: Ale x ander
Location: Lancaster, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 10/13/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: death, depression, sad poetry, black, crying, hating everything,
Expertise: failing at life
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  SaveMeFromMyse1f
Member Since:
11/17/2004
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| life is a treadmill...we walk and we walk and we walk but we never go anywhere...and one day the power will go off and we'll keep walking right into the wall...
i am not up for typing andi wish it was all over...i've stopped burning for about aweek but no use trying to stop cutting...the burning intensity turns me inside outand shows my soul...thats why i cut at night...no one wants to see the real me....it's too bad suicide is a sin...or else i'd be in the sky so fast... Alexander | | |
| i appologize for not updating in a very long time...my parents shipped me off to phil haven...they say they were trying to help...but they're full of shit...they just wanted me off their hands for a while...well it worked...but now im back...and ruining their lives...not like mines been any decent lately...things are just the same...but a few months in the future...folks took away all my sharp things...but they dont know about my knife...its dull though...so it takes a while to pierce the skin...my hand gets tired...its hard to find place to cut that arnt already fresh...i just got a bright eyes cd...i can really relate to that guy...i wonder if his life was as bad as mine...well im getting ready to go to a concert...maybe i'll catch fire...Ale X Ander | | |
| im in a game type mood...first to guess who the profile picture plays/played bass for wins...uh...i dunno...a hug...good luck | | |
| thank you all for your kind words and pleasant messages...especially the ones of my looks...i really do appriciate it...my heart goes out to all of you...i saw her again today...the sun reflecting off her eyes...i never was one for nature...but she brought life to the outside...gorgeousness and gorgoesity made flesh...what i wouldnt give to hold her in my eyes for just a moment or two...excerp from my mind...well sorry its so short today but i have drama to attend to...love and kisses... Ale x ander
oh happy thanksgiving all...i hope you all have something to be thankful for | | |
| fuck people are stupid...i was sitting at lunch crying and some girl came up and asked me what was wrong...couldnt she see i wanted to be left alone...what a bitch...still no sign of my crayon...i dont know what to do...i just feel like sleeping and never waking up...i did find this fellow with a nice xanga...he had some good poetry on it...but it was a bit too hopeful for my taste...you guys might like it though...if you really even care about what i say...Anti_Romantic...thats his site...he tried to give me advice on depression...but he doesnt understand me...i passed out while cutting today...the blade was still in my arm...that wasnt very fun ...i got myh new poe book all messy...no matter...he was just another writer trying to expess his emotion... he was just more known than others...i have to go now...like you care anyway...love and kisses...Ale x ander | | |
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